out of town

being the mother of two has taken a toll on being able to record my thoughts as i experience this life. because my memory is a known weakness, i would like to doucment as much as possible, since i'm not convinced i'll be able to reminisce effectively on my own (adam's not always with me). maybe i'll just pick a weekly time? winging it doesn't seem to be working and there's lots of times i've thought about writting something down. so today, a friend said: "a grown woman should not be this upset that her parents are moving out of state." i dealt with the same thing. your mind says "my parents are adults and free to do/live where it makes them happy. i am adult and want them to be happy" but your heart says "i want my mommy and daddy close". it sucks, but there are worse things in life.