So this is what my life has come to
Last night i had a dream that i was pumping. Strange enough right there - i only do it once a day now, do i need to do it in my dreams too?
But, it gets dreamy when i realize i've been pumping for way too long (45 minutes?!?!?) and most of the milk from the left side managed to leak all over the floor somehow. Lefty is the good producer, so this is really tragic. It was so dramatic to look at the bottle and see very little, then the tablecloth below have a wet puddle that went over the edge of the table and down the side, and the wet parts of the dining room rug glistening from where the milk dripped down. Oh the humanity!!
But seriously, i am glad our nursing efforts are going well. We feed on a schedule/on demand during the day and no longer than every four hours at night. I have a night system bedside that lets me change her cloth diapers, complete with water bottle and phone charger.
I don't know if its selective memory or rosy glasses now, but the third time feels like a charm to me and i am trying to sit back and enjoy every minute. Really savor it.
And it fills my heart to learn that adam was up late playing guitar - learning "rainbow connection" to surprise the girls with.
