Monday, August 11, 2008

smallest pregnant woman ever

i hear that a lot: that i hardly look pregnant at all. i'm sure they mean it as a compliment, but it really makes me feel like i just carry all this extra weight so naturally that people are accustomed to seeing me fat. now i feel as big and pregnant as ever (with plenty more to go), i find it frustrating.

today was the first day that my belly actually felt heavy. i noticed while walking to the el trying to talk my self out of needing to go to the batroom. i find myself doing that a lot, seeing as there are times when going is inconvenient, or more convenient if i waited. plus, i'm at the point where urgency seems relative, with volume playing little to no role at all.

i'm feeling as good as ever, but more easily tired than i'm used to. i'm still not up for registering for stuff; the prospect is still very daunting.

i'm hungry and tired and have a lot to do, but little desire and less energy to do so. let's see if delivered dinner puts some pep in my step.

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