Monday, March 15, 2010

good news and bad news

good news is i made the switch back to birth control over the weekend. i'm hoping that will get things back to normal for me.

bad news is i had a terrible mommy moment yesterday and i'm having a hard time focusing this morning. nissa was past due for bed and it showed. i set her on the changing table to get her ready for bed, then decided to pull the clothes out of her hamper to put into the basket. in the few seconds i had my back turned to her, i heard the window shade go up then a thud as nissa landed on the ground. my guess is she stood up to grab the shade, lost her balance out of her tiredness, fell on her butt, but kept going and fell back off the table. i felt terrible. i still do. i can't believe i let that happen. she went to bed super easy, but then i worried all night that she was going to go into shock in her sleep or have some crazy concussion problem and never wake up. my only solace was that while i was showering she shifted her position in bed slightly. sure, kids fall all the time, but it is miserable when it happens to you.

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