Tuesday, January 31, 2017

The night before

so tomorrow zabelle will be brought into the world. I'm excited to finally meet her. It's been another fantastic pregnancy and i consider myself blessed. Sure, the morning sickness at first was terrible, but afrer that it was smooth sailing. I hardly felt out of sorts at all until this past weekend; then i felt huge and wadddling and eager to rest often, despite being compelled to get it alll done. Just all of it.

Im grateful for doing so well. It allowed me to carry nissa from bed each morning and go to yoga on saturdays. It afforded me time to get the house ready so adam can focus on the girls while we are in the hospital. It let me get things ready at work, right up to the day before. I even got to grow a cute, round belly this time.

Something i hope to remember is how nissa left for school in the morning these last few weeks. After We decided on zabelle's name, nissa would say good bye to me, the wisper good bye to zabelle (to my belly). It was the sweetest thing. This morning, she said she couldnt wait to meet her tomorrow.

Which makes the current hospital rule of no visitors under 18 very beartbreaking. The flu season is rough this year, so the state isnt taking any chances. Grrr. Nissa said it wasn't fair that she could visit ani when she was born, but ani cant visit zabelle. I agree and again i impressed by her heart. How did i get so lucky?

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